thinking about thought again

I believe it's my ongoing back and forth duel debate nature that makes me think so much about thought. Belief being a special case of thought. krishnamurti says it's a trap. You think according to your capacity, to your energy, your experience and knowledge; another thinks differently according to their experience and conditioning. We are all caught in this network of thought. I have been trying to determine if research is the correct field for me to go into. It would create a life for me in which I would be required to think in a very specific way all the time.