power and denial

women.
why do you torment me with your passive aggressive ways.

I like to be direct. I like to look for common peaceful solutions. I end up being the prey for the emotional vampiress. I am just so simple, so naive. I like myself that way most of the time. It makes it easier for me to do what I know is right, when I don't project, when I refuse to take on other peoples bullshit. I don't think I'm perfect. I think it would be easier for me if I were smarter. But still I have what I know about me, and what I intend to accomplish.

I had a good vacation. I spent several days in the company of people who I like and had a good time. Then came the fallout. My ex had to make sure to yank my chain and make sure that I knew how she still holds the power over my head when it comes to our son.

Fine. I see you. I see that I am never going to be respected by you. I understand that you have me by the fucking balls for the rest of my life. make me cry and get your jollys. there is nothing I can do about it.